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PLAYLIST, loves. :)

HAHAHA. My top 5 music. RECENTLY, mkay.

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4.
3.
2.
TADAHH~
1.

Okay, I'm such a loser. I dont know what's the latest in the music industry. So, I shall update this soon.:)

Playlist soon. :)

What to know about me.

Profiles and shiz.

Again, holla friends.
I'm Trixie.
Age 19.
Born on the 11th of August.
Incoming 4th year in UST. Taking up Bio.
Just check out the Random List.

BLAH BLAH. Random facts and all.

Random Facts. :)

1. I'm 19.
2. God is definitely my one and only love.
3. Next is family.
4. Then friends.
5. I have mood swings.
6. I'm lazy. FORREAL.
7. Not really an optimist.
8. Quite a pessimist.
9. Snob.
10. I choose people who are the same standards as I am.
11. I curse at school.
12. I'm easy to talk to.
13. Quite annoying.
14. I wished for a Blackberry. And almost had it.
15. I'm never unli.
16. I sleep during the wee hours.
17. I am fickle-minded.
18. Spoiled brat in nature.
19. I'm now wishing for an iPhone.
20. I'm at my last year in college.
21. I shall graduate on time. Meaning: 2012.
22. I might specialize on the following: Pediatrics, or Ophthalmology.
23. I desire no one at the moment.
24. I fell in love. And I'm heartbroken. 25. Jealousy killed me.
26. Kinda a health conscious person. But not quite.
27. War is my game.
28. Beach is my ultimate place.
29. I'm searching for something to read.
30. I had a thing for computer games.
31. I love Guitar Hero.
32. Pink person, but I may be a blue person.
33. Bored.
34. I might say I'm forever alone.
35. Gullible?
36. I become sentimental in music.
37. Books are my life.
38. Maybe I should be an activist.
39. HAHA. 39 was the number.
40. I love chucks.
41. I want to have DC shoes.
42. I collect Jansport.
43. Yes, I'm immature. So go deal with it.
44. Mall, the place to be.
45. But I never liked fancy places.
46. I WAS in love.
47. AND HE BROKE MY HEART.
48. Tumblr. One of my life.
49. Twitter. My stress buster.
50. Facebook. YOU DIE.
51. I'm supossed to be on a diet.
52. Exercising to release pain and anger.
53. I'm always trying to be a good person.
54. My attitude tells you who I am. SO again, DEAL WITH IT.
55. I wanted to be inspired.
* I'll update soon. :)

To do list slash Wish list.

THE IMPORTANT LIST.

TO DO LIST
1. Enroll for boxing gym.
2. Gym regularly.
3. DIET!!!!!!
4. Go to the beach.
5. Clean the unit. HAHA.
6. Watch My Princess.
7. Fix schedule, so POS can be inserted.
8. Enroll this May 31.
9. Buy new clothes. AND SHOES.
10. At least do something productive.
11. RECONCILE? (I'll think about it.)

WISH LIST
1. A BLACKBERRY.
2. AN iPHONE.
3. AN iTOUCH4.
4. A NEW LAPTOP!
5. A NEW INSPIRATION!!!!
6. A 21st birthday party.
7. A CANON DSLR.
8. DC SHOES.
9. BILLABONG BAG.
10. New Jansport.
11. GO TO KOREA.
12. GO TO JAPAN.
13. PASS 4TH YEAR AND GRADUATE.
14. GET HIGHER MARKS.
15. HAVE A GOOD NMAT RESULT THIS DECEMBER.
16. ENROLL IN A GOOOOOOOOD MEDICAL SCHOOL.

BLAAHH. Update soon. :)

TALK HERE, yo. :)

Just rant here.

OO NA. NAIIRREG NA, SO? :)))

4:11 PM - Friday, October 24, 2008

Okay. Ito ang first and last ko na maiirreg. I was not serious enough and I havent adjusted to college life. Now, I'm aiming higher and I'll keep on fighting so I wont be an irregular.

Hmmn. Let's start with this.

Last Monday, October 22, we had our Clearance Day. I was expecting the FAIL in Math. So, it was easy to accept. Tas tas, naisip ko BioLab and Philo. Kasi, mejo mababa grades ko. Isip ko naman, bumaba na passing sa Bio, so may pagasa. Tas sa Philo, madami na ako ginawa. Hmn. Anyway, on the way, nakita ko pa si Gie, so sabay na kami. Pagakyat namin, sabay namin kinuha clearance. OYEA. Pumasa lahat. :) Except Math. DUH. So yun, masaya na. Eh curious naman ako sa grades. So pila naman kami. 3 hours yun. DUDE, I WAS SO IRRITATED BY SOMEONE, and I was haggard already.

Anyway, I'm proud sa grades ko. BIO MAJOR KAYA AKO. BWAHAHAHAHAHA. Wag na manlait ng grades ko. :))))

SUBJECT DESCRIPTION GRADE

Bio 101 Concepts in Biological Sciences I 2.25

Bio 101 Lab Concepts in Biological Sciences I (Lab) 2.75

Eng 101A Communication Skills I 2.25

Fil 101 Komunikasyon sa Akademikong Pilipino 2.75

Math 101 College Algebra 5

PE Badminton 1.25

Phist Philippine History 2.5

Phl 2 Logic 2.5

Thy 1 Contextualized Salvation History 2

Alright. Puro 2.something. Taeng 5, sinira. :( HAHA.

REKLAMO. :))

BioLEC. None. Actually, I'm happy I got 2.25 dun. :))

BioLAB. None. :)) Kasi I'm having troubles with Lab, buti pinasa pa ako. :))

Eng. Uhm, not really. Medjo mababa. But, baka kasi natatamad ako sa subject ni Ma'am Biavati. HAHAHA/

Fil. Expected na mababa. :)))

Math. UHHHMMMM, OO NA. :)))))

PE. AYAN. MASAMA LOOB KO. Ang unfair kaya. Lahat sila uno. Ako 125. ANG DAYA. Complete naman ako sa lahat tas ako 125. DAYA. :((( HAHAHA.

Phil. Hist. AY ETO PA. MASAMA LOOB KO. Dapat man lang 225 ako. Kasi matyaga ako sa Histo. Tas mejo mataas naman Prelims ko. Pero baka kasi bumaba Finals ko. Sisihin si Juan Ponce Enrile. Tas nasagot ko Fidel Ramos. ARGH talaga. :)))))

Philo. AY thankful ako dyan. :) I didnt expect to pass. :)

Theo. AY ISA PA. MASAMA LOOB KO. :(( Theo yan eh. Mejo mababa. HMP. HAHAHA.

So ayun, that's my grades. Mejo mababa. But still, first year pa lang ako. I know I can do better. 'Cause I believe I'll aim higher. :) Though, tumaas ang expectations ni mama, I know kaya ko yan. Besides, magkakabag na ako. :)) Babaw. :))

Tas, I experienced kung paano ang mga irreg.

So, kanina, Oct.24, I went to UST for my Pre-enrolment. I thought puro sermon ng prof, yun pala you'll get your schedule. OMG. Natense ako, kasi ayoko malipat ng block. WOOO I LAB YOU B2. :))) Then, ayun, inayos sched ko. Pati yung sa Math ko. Then daming whatevers na matagal. HAHAHA.

Experience is good. :) HAHAHAHA.

OHHH. THEN.

I went to Gateway with Nina. :) We watched High School Musical 3. OH. MAGANDA SIYA. In fairness. :))

Masaya talaga.

THEN. HOMAYGAWSH. Tae naaaa. :llllll NAPAHIYA AKO SA HARAP NG MADLA. Kasi kasi, may kinukwento ako kay Nina about sa poster ng Twilight. TAE NAAAA. HAHAHAHHA. Natapilok ako. Twice ahhhh. Grabe talaga yun. Napahiya ako ng husto. GRABE TALAGA SI EDWARD. I was mesmerized. :)))

YUNNN. I'm quite okay na rin. Atleast diba. :)

AND NEXT MOVIE, Twilight. :))))))

WOOOOOO. GWAPO TALAGA NI EDWARD. Pati ni Jasper. BWAHAHAHAHHAA. *extra na lang toh. :)))))))

I'm Havin' My Revenge. Just You Wait.

3:38 PM - Friday, October 17, 2008

I'm having depression now. I dont know what will I do to make me happy. Chocolates and cakes cant make me happy now. Neither Twilight. None. I dont know what to do now. I cant seem to find my motivation, my inspiration. None. Even the funniest jokes. I can laugh on it, but not fully laugh on it.

Ok here is my problem: grades.

Before, it wasnt a problem. I can totally get good grades and I was part of the top of my class.. That was before. But now, my God, I cant even pass a subject. It's hard. Even if it's just a review of high school lessons.

It's so unfair. I have a lot of witnesses. They say I'm a very studious person. A diligent one. Eh bakit parang lahat ng efforts ko, wala. Isip ko, di ba sapat ang pagpupuyat ko at pagskikip ng meals para lang makaaral? I'm serious. I study a lot. I pray a lot, to ask for guidance. But why? Why am I experiencing this?

I dont get it. :( I'm aiming high naman. I try not to procrastinate. I dont do things na makakabad ng grades ko. Eh bakit ganun? Sige, sabihin nating normal lang yun. Eh sakin hindi. I think like a perfectionist. Yes, ganun ako eh.

Sige, sabihin natin, I stopped thinking of negative thoughts and switched to positive thinking, eh bakit ganun pa rin? Wala eh. Feeling ko I'm so unlucky. Wala eh. Wala, I may cry, but crying cant help me. It'll just worsen the pain. :l

Gusto ko sabihin, 'Hoy Trixie. Ano na nangyayari sayo? Ngayon pa nangyari yan.' Di ako sanay. Grabe. I really feel depressed. It's like I want to cry again. Though, people tell me that I'm not alone. But still. My family did great during college, but how about me? A slacker?

Every time I try not to think about it, bumabalik ang thoughts ko eh. Nakakasad eh. Parang nawala yung Trixie na mas matalino sakin. Or siguro lang, di pa ako ganun kasanay sa college life.

Pero ngayon, I'm having my hopes again. I know I'll do much better this coming semester. Kasi, even if I dont have a good motivation or an inspiration, why not make my mum the motivation and the inspiration. She spends a lot just for me to study in a private university. Then, I shall do a good job next sem.

If I have my revenge, HA! You'll see I'm not joking on it.

Kasi naman, I need a new JanSport bag and a new pair of shoes. HAHAHAHA. :))

Ipart 2 natin ang Buhay Kolehiyo. :))

11:38 AM - Saturday, October 11, 2008

Kung sa una, nakarelate kayo, eto pa. mas makakarelate kayo. :) Ikaw ba yan? HAHAHA. :))

every new semester:

after first week:after second week:before midterms:during midterms:after midterms:before finals:after knowing schedule of final exams:7 days before a final exam:6 days before a final exam:5 days before a final exam:4 days before a final exam:3 days before a final exam:2 days before a final exam:1 day before a final exam:night before a final exam:1 hour before a final exam:during a final exam:after walking out of the examination hall:after the final exams, during the holiday:

Grabbed from Alianna. :)

Buhay Kolehiyo nga naman. :)

11:23 AM

Ayan ang nangyayari sayo, sa college. :)) Nakikita mo ba sarili mo dyan? HAHA.

1. Habang nagququiz

2. Kapagdinismiss na ng prof

3. Habang nag-aaral

4. Pagtanggap ng long exam

5. Pag smart kang sumagot

6. Pag nasuspend ang pasok dahil sa bagyo

7. Dinibdib mo ang pag-aaral tapos wala naman palang quiz

8. Pag lumabas na mga results ng grades

9. Pag naghihinayang ka sa one point para pumasa

10. Pag binati ka ng crush mo

11. Pag gusto mong maghiganti sa kaaway mo

12. Pag magcucut ka ng class

13. Pag kausap mo ang crush mo

14. Tuwing enlistment

15. Pag di mo aalam paano sagutan yung quiz

16. Pag naghihintay ng jeep

17. Wala ka nang maintindihan sa pinagsasabi ng prof

18. Pag umaasang magbibigay ng plus

19. Ginagawa para pumasa ka

20. Pag feeling mo binigay mo na best mo pero di pa rin sapat

21. Pag nabrain-freeze nung uminom ng shake

22. Pagkatapos ng exam

23. Pagkatapos ng lunch

24. Pag tinatamad mag-aral

25. Pag uwian na

Grabbed from Alianna. :)

Archives, friends.

History. LOL. :))

April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
June 2010
May 2011

My Loves. :)

The most important people, ever! :)

Nina A.
Bernadette D.Z
Bea C.
Abby A.

Free Area. :)

Some new things to see.

Shall update soon. :DD

SUBJECT	DESCRIPTION	GRADE

Bio 101	Concepts in Biological Sciences I	2.25
Bio 101 Lab	Concepts in Biological Sciences I (Lab)	2.75
Eng 101A	Communication Skills I	2.25
Fil 101	Komunikasyon sa Akademikong Pilipino	2.75
Math 101	College Algebra	5
PE	Badminton	1.25
Phist	Philippine History	2.5
Phl 2	Logic	2.5
Thy 1	Contextualized Salvation History	2